A Guide to a Perfect Death Chapter 22

Published at 16th of June 2023 06:42:55 AM

Chapter 22
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Episode 22

 

If she died on the battlefield as her aunt and uncle wanted, everything would have been very easy. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.She could have been involved in a riot there as they wanted, or she could have been slain by an enemy attack, or killed in any accident……. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Everyone would have been happy if she had ended her life like that.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Upon hearing the answer, Ragnar frowned, not knowing what expression to make. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Why does she want to die when the war is over? He knew it was weird, but it was really weird.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“Isn’t it usually the other way around? When the war is over, all you have to do is be happy. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Why?”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Christa didn’t answer any more and closed her mouth like a clam. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.When she heard the word happiness, she felt even more disconnected from herself.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

So Ragnar couldn’t have known more. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.He echoed Christa’s words once again. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.She meant that the war was over, and there was a problem.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

‘Did she like war? He didn’t think she was that type…….’

Sometimes there is such a person. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.From birth, warriors who devote their lives to the battle itself with their belligerent personalities. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.But Christa is by no means that kind. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.That’s all he could say about her with confidence.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“Why do you want to end your life in disgrace? Palmaril, no Christa. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.You’re still young and the world is open.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Ragnar regretted his words at the same time. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Isn’t it like a way of saying that he’s trying to guide a wandering teenager?read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

‘I didn’t want to say this…….’

He acted as if he had become her father.

Christa blinked for a moment. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.She didn’t quite understand what this man was saying.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

What does he mean, the world is open?

Life has always been a pain for Christa. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Throughout her previous life and present life, all the world has given her is sharpness and coldness. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.The blade that stood and cut her flesh.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

She knew that she could barely stand it. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Everything was set. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.What hope is there in a life where people are harmed and tortured to death while losing their reason after a terrible explosion? Her pulse went flat.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

At least he might be saying this because Ragnar Argonod’s life was always open.

Praise life to a person who dreams of death. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.She thought he had a cool head, but now she sees that he’s a huge romantic.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

If Christa Palmaril was the one standing in the endless darkness, Ragnar was the one standing in the sun.

Basically, he and she were all different. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.When she thinks about it that much, she’s filled with unfair feelings of injustice. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.The feeling of oppression shot up with a hot heat.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“The leader is different from me.”

There was a thorn in her voice.

“Each person is different.”

Christa didn’t have the energy to say any more. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.In the first place, she has no talent to win against the captain in a debate.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Ragnar seemed to see the rough context from their conversation. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.In fact, he had been vaguely aware of it since his investigation of Baron Palmaril.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

It was like this to interpret her words that the war was over.

The war was over and she was in poor financial condition. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Baron Palmaril, her uncle, was in a gambling debt. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.In the first place, the option of going to the army instead of the family’s son was not very desirable. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Their family ties seemed very shallow, and it must have been inevitable for her to have an unwanted marriage.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Count Pasquier. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.He was a man of bad reputation. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.He understood the saying that it would be better to die than to get such a husband. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Their conversation would have been easier if she had asked for help.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

No, in a way, the incident then might have been a call for help from her.

It was not strange to think that it was a signal for help from Christa Palmaril, who seemed to know nothing about the world, to Ragnar.

Surely he wasn’t the right person for her first night, but at least she was capable of breaking the ice. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Although she didn’t seem to be so well-informed and calculated.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

In any case, the two understand each other.

“If you want to die like that, give me your life.”

“What?”

Christa had no choice but to ask back at the absurd remark.

“You’re going to try to die again even if I stop you a hundred times anyway. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Then isn’t it the same whether you die now or a little later?”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

He didn’t seem to know that she couldn’t die easily at will. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Indeed, he would not know that she would have survived for that long until she died in her previous life.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“Give me your time.”

Christa tilts her head at his rather abstract remark.

“What do you mean by asking for my time?”

Ragnar added without hesitation.

“Let’s get married.”

“What?”

“Christa, let’s get married.”

“What do you mean….”

Christa’s eyes shook gently. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Marriage all of a sudden. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Ragnar, who threw the topic of the matter, continued his outspoken explanation without caring.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“I’m just like you. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.I’m being forced to marry someone I don’t want.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Ragnar explained the emperor’s proposal for a political marriage.

“I hate it when the emperor keeps pushing the princess to me.”

“Princess….”

At that moment, Christa realized that Ragnar in front of her was really a big shot. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.He was at a level to even have a marriage with the imperial family, but she didn’t understand it well.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“Why don’t you want it?”

Isn’t marriage with the royal family a dream for everyone?

“I hate marriage. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.In addition, the thought of being married to the imperial family is enough to give me hives. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.If I marry a princess, my freedom is over. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.I don’t want to be bound.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

It was a Ragnar-like answer that matches a profligate rumor. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Therefore, it was understood that he did not want to have a scary wife. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.If so, the reason why he did not get married and stayed alone in his previous life was explained to some extent.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Because of the background of the family, he may have wanted a marriage with a weaker family. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.The Palmaril family was slowly walking down the path of the fall due to Baron Palmaril’s gambling debts.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“But…”

However, there were too many dubious aspects. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Marriage all of a sudden.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“This is a good story for you, too. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.I avoid marrying the princess and you don’t have to marry that sadistic belly bump.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“How do you……!”

It was surprising that Ragnar was aware of her marriage to Count Pasquier.

“I did some research here, too. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Honestly, Christa, don’t you need money? I don’t think it’s a bad suggestion, but…….”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Christa was confused by this ridiculous suggestion. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.She didn’t have this choice from her previous life. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.She has not measured what consequences this choice will have. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.She has no way of knowing if this is a lucky or unlucky thing.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

‘But it might be a good thing to avoid the Count of Pasquier.’

The only reason she married him was because he was a guide. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.However, their relationship was terrible and she was often beaten.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Because her guidance was not properly carried out for a long time, she ended his life and ran away. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.But what about Ragnar in front of him? She confirmed last time that she and his guiding were well matched. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.And he’s an S-class guide.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

It wasn’t all bad thinking that way. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.If he says she has to marry someone politically anyway, this might be a better choice. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Such thoughts creep through her head.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“Even so, there are several sapphire mines on the territory of the richest land in the empire. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.I’ve earned some from this war…….”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Suddenly, he looked at her with a proud look on his face, not knowing why he was reciting the list of his assets.

“So I have a lot of money.”

Despite boasting that he has a lot of money, it was this man’s ability to look cute without feeling mean.

“Like that, after a few years of marriage, when the public eye calms down, we can divorce and live our own separate lives. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.I’ll give you plenty of alimony when we get divorced.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“…….”

“It’s not a bad suggestion, is it?”

It really wasn’t a bad suggestion. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.But there was something that she couldn’t get out of, like a thorn stuck in my heart.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Christa looked at the back of her left hand unconsciously. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.The red mark from the day she returned has now grown to the point where it appears to be a tattoo.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

She covered her left hand with her right hand and clasped the mark.

“………can I have the Holy Sword?”

Then Ragnar looked suspicious.

“I don’t know why you’re obsessed with the sword, but if you want, I’ll include it in the divorce alimony. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.It’s no use to me anyway.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

The value of the sword was more than the value of a national treasure. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.He doesn’t know why Christa covets it, but that c*mbersome decorative sword was enough for him to have and not have.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

‘I can get the Holy Sword…….’

At that moment, Christa’s eyes changed.

“Will you marry me?”

“All right.”

It was a gentle and cheerful answer. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Christa’s red eyes had a strange light that was different from before.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“Okay, I’ll send the d*cument to the baron soon. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.My staff will take care of everything else.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

His chief of staff may faint if he finds out about this, but it was none of his business.

“Oh, I…”

However, Christa recalled a vague point for a moment.

“What’s going on?”

She hesitated for a moment and decided to speak frankly.

“I can’t…… have children. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Are you sure you don’t mind?”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

Christa turned out to be infertile in her last life. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.It would be the same now. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.In fact, for this reason, Count Pasquier persistently abused her.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

No matter how strange a contractual marriage was, Ragnar could have found fault with her for the same reason.

“Is that a problem?”

But Ragnar said he didn’t care at all. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.Rather, he welcomed the fact more.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“…….”

However, it was Christa who automatically curled her head thinking about all the hardships she had received for infertility in her previous life.

“That’s good. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.I told you, I don’t want to be bound.”read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

She thought a child was a bundle included in a marriage. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.There was a limit to what Ragnar could tolerate. read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.It would be impossible to even do it if there were more bumps.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.read only at salmonlatte . com. This annoying watermark is not there.

“Is that so?”

The answer, which may sound cruel to someone, made Christa comfortable.

Chapter end