Where he saw many stars "maybe i'll be like those star shining brightly if i have been a basketballs superstar" he murmured to himself.

"I really miss those days where everybody treated me like a celebrity because I was good at playing basketball, maybe i did or not reach my dream playing at the NBA but I will still be happy to play in the PBA(Philippine Basketball Association) and to represent the Philippines in the international stage.

But it is too late i am already 35 years old if not for the support money given by my father i don't even think i could stay in this apartment" he said it audibly(1)

after he finishes staring at the stars he directly goes to the stairs, to go to his unit after he arrived at his unit. he started to feel his hunger so he directly went to the kitchen and cook an instant noodles which was Lucky Me Pancit Canton(2) and he also made some side dishes like a hotdog and scrambled egg after he finishes cooking his meal he directly goes to the table and gets his Ipad and started reading some novels in Webnovel he was reading a novel about a guys who wanted to be a superstar and the mc was transported to an alternative world.

his favorite thing arc about this novel was when GOD "2" was created (ok ok i won't talk about it anymore i know some of you have already read the IRAS) after reading the latest chapter he was so glad Lord Zhang is back. because he was reading a lot of novels that reincarnates the mc or transports them to another world to get another chance ever since he started reading about those since he got depressed.

He got depressed because of the loss of his mother the way her mother died he couldn't accept it was a stray bullet to the back of the skull. the stray bullet comes from the gun of a police officer who was chasing a drug carrier and the police and the carrier got into a shoot out

His mother couldn't hear because of his age so she didn't know there was a shoot out there

and when his mother died there was no relative that has gone to her burial because all of his relatives live in the other part of the country and they couldn't afford the flight to go to Manila and there was no one who could comfort him and he got really depressed.

he started not to attend his studies at school even the training for the basketball team he didn't attend any of the practice his friends couldn't contact him, he shuts himself in his mother's house started buying the things that he didn't need all, the food he ate was all instant food.

he started selling stuff at the house so he can meet his daily need. most of the time he was reading novels about cultivation or romance.