kyou here, a few words, translating is actually more hard than reading, i’m ashamed to say that i usually complain to translator to make it faster, =.=a

anyway Enjoy ~

Chapter – 1

My life is throughly easy,to put together

I know that my father have a grudge against me, that my mother died because of his anger and abuse

Why did it come to such a point?, an easy story,that’s because I killed my mother

I did not look like my mother, I didn’t even look like my father,and I was not a normal child either

After that my father is disappointed, and pass me to other family member that live next door

It has been decided that I  will happily attend school,I who’s innocent inside to mingle with wicked person. Of course I will be bullied

I’m bullied by student, even the teacher ocassionally conspired with the student to hide my bullying

Having no way to express my frustration, it’s totally a nightmare

The nightmare continued for a long time, 6 years

Because I’ve graduated from that school,I decided to take examination to school that’s a long distance from home

Though I’m not a really healthy person, I manage to pass with great effort

However,did the tendency to get angry when I was young return?,when the day of the test results announcement it didn’t happen,though my abnormality will be exposed soon enough, it was a mystery that there was no bullying

And then, I found my first love,she gives a smile to person like me,the only person in my life that’s gentle to me. My desire go stronger everyday I see her,finally I decided to confess.

Well of course, it doesn’t go well at all,to make matter worse it’s not like what happen in novel, I know reality now. And then I stopped going to school .

Magnificently , I who become a shut-in am absorbed in hobbies of mine,I spend time more than you can possibly count,the so called genre MMO(Massively Multiplayer Online) ,I gives myself up to the certain title that is a large scale online game.

I’m a warrior in the MMO, even though I taste defeat,the victory will overwhelm me,and It makes me intoxicated, it doesn’t continue everyday.

That’s because, I got killed by my step mother.

Well this is the end of my talk,even though I got to talk a lot, as you can see there’s nothing fun in it,though it’s not really bad to talk a shitty life of a man ,I don’t have to do it either,let’s just stop

Why did I can speak like that you say?, that’s because the fact that I’m alive

Reincarnation

Person that thought there’s life after death, that’s because they want to think like that.afraid of death hiding it under the cover of believe, I who think otherwise, doesn’t expect to get reincarnated

My memory start to come back when I was still a baby, before then i was like normal baby,and then the explosion of truth..

My self consciousness awakes suddenly, I worked hard to understand my current state for several days, because I was confused, and my mother must be uneasy because I who usually cry,didn’t cry at all.

Well, i sometimes act unusual, but after that it’s like how baby is originally

Anyway my memory start to come back little by little

Once, the memory come back when I was in my mother’s arm,the fact that the impact will come unexpectedly, and the spectacle which the emotion of the different world overflows.

Though I faintly understood that I have reincarnated,of course the fact that I’m in different world,because my mother ear is actually pointy, golden hair and green pupil, judging from the material let’s just say I have escaped reality.

The fact that my mother was an elf, I can’t understand it, really..

everything I see indicates that, I already can’t run from this reality,the person who’s look like adventurer, the sword that hangs in the waist, and walk calmly in the main street, the noisy merchants stalls in the street, and the clown that displaying magic in the middle of plaza , making a word in the character with magic, and the doll that can move without a string by itself , the fireball that come out of nowhere,an icicle that used to play darts

the spectacle in the town where I live,a western style building, that constructed with brick and stone,without sense of incompatibility

the so called the world of sword and magic, and people call this world Tera

the most surprising thing I see in this world was magic and the existence of demi-human,the difference is clear,the existence of magic and demi-human was already popular in (manga,novel,etc.).certainly because it differed from the one I actually seen,it’s an unbelievable thing.

I spent the previous life as a handicapped person,at this point I understand the blessing of normal person. but I know that I will do things to the fullest,and because the flexibility of my condition

In my previous life, I was at a pinch, it wasn’t possible to think, even though I can think, it’s not possible to do it, the choice always few. What about now?,I don’t have restriction now.

How wonderful it is!

That’s the meaning of to be born again.

My body is trembling,tears come out of my eyes, nobody realized it because I’m still a baby

Anyway, now I will be reborn in the world known as Tera with the name Mikoto