Nigotta Hitomi no Lilianne Chapter 34.1

Eighteen months after birth.
Green History 787, I think that 7th Month is gradually approaching.

Theo and Ellie should be at school on this day, but they came back after caring for their trees and flowers which are their daily morning routine.

Ellie also fully played for around 2 Hals, so I thought they would go to school after eating lunch, but they didn’t go even after eating lunch.

Today is a holiday called anniversary of the establishment, Theo answered my questions.

「Ah, right! Becuase Lily is clever, I wonder if she finds it strange that we didn’t go to school today?」

「I see…… That’s why she’s making somewhat curious face today!」

I don’t remember making any particular expression, but it seems they were able to notice even the smallest change in my expression accurately.
Living together every day can’t be taken lightly.

「We have summer holidays starting today, you know! Therefore, we will be al~way together until the 8th Month!」

Theo tightly hugs me with a smile all around his face.
Ellie who saw that urged him quickly, quickly, wanting her turn at hugging.

Summer holidays huh~ How nostalgic…… Is it such season?

Speaking of summer holidays, it’s homework, pool, watermelons, sunburn, homework, homework, homework…… etcetc.
I wonder if this world is like that too……

While immersed in memories of my previous life’s summer holidays, the two were holding something in their hands and shaking it.

Toys fundamentally don’t have magical power, so I don’t understand their shape without touching.

That sound, I’m certain it’s the sound of the so-called rattle.

It seems to be quite delicately made considering it’s a baby toy.
I feel it costs so much money that I don’t want to touch it.

I mean, I wouldn’t want to break it.

Most of the toys are decorated with ornaments like that.

As expected of rich, they don’t seem to spare money even on baby toys.
Even though I’m trying not to play with such toys, Theo and Ellie don’t care if the toy gets broken or not in order to make me pleased.

Once, Theo was in too high spirits, shaking the toy so much that it slipped out of his hand, crashed into the wall, causing it to break.
Naturally, I have not seen it myself, so Kuti has explained me the degree of damage, but… Theo was feeling really down that time.

It wasn’t because of the loss of an expensive toy.

He apologized over and over again, embracing me with guilt.

After that incident, Theo stopped handling toys too excitedly, but even so, he occasionally gets so enthusiastic he’s likely to destroy in momentum.

Well, they are not toys that would get destroyed unless treated roughly, but……
There has not been any accident in which the toys were actually destroyed since then.

But, Theo is sometimes unable to control his excitement.
/> When he hugs me tightly, Ellie and Ena are there restrain his excitement, so it’s safe, but……

Because he’s a boy, being a little rougher is inevitable.

But, it seems that Theo doesn’t get this excited unless he’s together with me.

Of course, I heard that from Ellie.
Indeed, it would be low if Theo actually evaluated himself like that. I don’t wish for a narcissist bro. I reject will all my might!

Therefore, he’s definitely not a child that gets too excited while shaking a toy, letting it slip from his hand, causing it to break when crashing against the wall.

I’m slightly anxious about his future.

As for my own evaluation of him…… a big brother who is like a hopeless little brother that makes blunders when overenthusiastic.

At this rate, I’m not sure who’s the older brother.
Maa, it can’t be helped since I’m clearly the oldest one in the family when going by the mental age.

Besides…… I keep unconsciously forgetting that I’m their little sister…… I really keep forgetting unconsciously.

I’m worried about his future, but…… I’m also worried about mine.

Even now I carelessly forgot that I’m actually a woman now…… I wonder if I will be all right?

Elder brother and Elder sister are trying their best making rattling and other noises, trying to amuse me.
Ena watches over the scene with a warm smile.

What is the meaning of life~

I thought of something overly philosophical, but I actually haven’t thought about it.
Just doing something called escape from reality.

In order to distract myself from the loneliness of missing O’Fairy-sama, I am always thinking about something.

Elder brother and Elder sister who are trying to amuse and please me every day and…… the lack of the existence that is like my other half. In order to fill the loneliness of lacking my other half, today’s trivial thoughts accelerated.

Chapter end