Translator: WeeJen
Editor: Eclarion, Creis, llyboshi
I was floating in a soothing, warm place engulfed in white light .
I can almost feel my brain melting from all the tranquility and serenity, and before long, I recall something .
“Oh, right… I… got into an accident”
I finally took a leave from work after a long time . When I said a long time, I mean a really long time since like 8 months ago . I threaten my superior while in tears, that I will commit suicide and haunt him on his bedside every night if he wouldn’t let me took a leave . So I took off for a vacation to refresh my mind .
Then I got into an accident . The last thing I could barely remember is that I was driving along a ridge in a small rain before my car slipped and crashed into the railings . I had to arrive at the next town by the next day if I wanted to make it during my leave period, so I forced my way through the rainy dark night to have my vacation as planned .
I know, it’s really stupid . I must be an idiot .
Now here’s the question, did I actually die, or I’m currently in a vegetable state [1] …?
“I can talk…”
I could hear my own voice dispersing into the endless light . If I could talk, then does that mean I’m still alive? Then I’m in vegetative state?
Nah, if that’s the case, I shouldn’t be able to even think, right? I remembered that when being in a vegetable state, you can’t think and can barely breathe, and your brain waves is also all flat . Well, I don’t know whether it’s true or not…
Then, what is this place?
Calm down, myself . Calm down . So what if I died or turned into a vegetable, I am still myself… There’s nothing to wor…
Hm?
Huh?
Hmmmmmm?
“Who… am I?”
Hey guys, it’s me . It’s been a while since the last time I thought about who I am, so I decided to stop thinking about it . Well, what can I do?
I do remember about the moment I got into an accident and things that are connected to it, but I can’t remember anything else! I can’t remember my own name, my family name, or my lovers’ name .
Oh, about that lover thing… I remember her being inside a PC, but there’s no way a person can get into a PC, so maybe my memories are a bit jumbled . But I can still remember anything else as long as it’s not about a certain person’s identity . Let’s say, I do remember the math, from the simplest 1+1=2, up to those probably upperlevel high school math .
I’m kind of surprised I can barely remember English, but I’m totally fluent with Russian . I can also remember from the most common things, till expert level knowledge of a certain field . It seems like I was a researcher, or maybe something related to it . Well, it’s not like all of it matters now…
But normally, you’d feel sad if you can’t remember your own name and your family . Call me apathetic, but I barely feel anything about it . But thanks to that, I also don’t feel restless or anything, so I can enjoy this warm comfortable life every day .
“Damn! Not again!!”
I was spacing off as usual, then suddenly my surroundings shook . After being in this place for a while, I learned that this place would shake at random intervals . At first, the tremor was so weak I can barely tell if it’s shaking or not, but lately it’s getting worse . It would stopped after a while, but lately I feel like it’s getting more and more frequent .
“Don’t tell me this place is started to falling apart?!”
I was worried at that thought to the point I had to say it . No, I don’t want to go… I don’t want to leave this comfortable place! At the same time, I can also feel myself giving it all up… Guess this is the end, it felt so short yet so long…
“Well . For an idiot like me, a luxury break like this was more than enough…”
After I said that, the bright light got even brighter, I was engulfed in a light so bright I can’t keep my eyes open .
I guess… this is the end…
Then my vision burst .
“Congratulations! It’s a healthy baby boy!”
It’s just starting!!
Chapter end
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