She would feel even worse, how bad would that be?
Just the thought of it made him shudder, making him blame himself more .
They were right, it was indeed his mistake . He had loved her for so many years, and every single time they did it, it seemed like a dream . He never remembered to take contraceptive measures and she had also forgotten, causing the tragedy today .
When they were still in school, boys from his dorm had also had an active sex life, but none of them had ended up killing a life .
He remembered in one physical education lesson, a girl was not aware of her pregnancy and had participated in a marathon . In the last round, she started bleeding heavily . Afterwards, she realized that she had miscarried .
That was back in high school, and the incident had severely damaged the reputation of their school . In the end, the girl was forced to leave . When she left with her belongings, her eyes were red and swollen, but the guy had found another girlfriend soon after . Every time the incident was brought up, the girl would be blamed for her indecency .
There was another time in college, the guy that was living below his bunk bed, who had a relatively good background, had managed to get together with the most popular girl from the Chinese department . She had aborted three times because of him, but he had never cared, even showing off to the others when he got drunk . After he had graduated, he had dumped her, but by then, she wasn't able to get pregnant anymore .
At that time, he didn't pay attention to any of those gossips, but today, after Qiao Anhao had a miscarriage and had to have an abortion, the memories seemed to come flooding into his mind .
Back then, he didn't care, he just felt that the guys were jerks and the girls were pitiful . He had even sworn that if he managed to get together with Qiao Anhao, he would never let her endure such darkness, he would give her the best that he could .
And yet he still allowed her to endure such a tragedy . . .
If he hadn't touched her, if he had been able to control himself, if he had thought to take contraceptive measures . . . If he had thought about pregnancy nausea few days ago when he had touched her . . . if . . .
Lu Jinnian's hands clenched into fists, his throat tight and choked up .
Such a tragedy could have been prevented in so many ways, but he hadn't taken any .
He had let her down .
He had failed to give her the perfect life that he had promised .
Lu Jinnian stayed up the entire night, guarding beside Qiao Anhao's bed .
As the doctor had mentioned, the anesthesia lasted a long time . She slept for a long time with no signs of waking . Halfway through, the doctor visited but left without saying much more than that she was in deep sleep .
The next day at 7 am, Lu Jinnian called his assistant to drive him and Qiao Anhao back to Mian Xiu Garden .
Madam Chen was already awake . When she saw the car, she ran out to greet them . Lu Jinnian carried Qiao Anhao, who was fast asleep, upstairs, into their room .
With concern, Madam Chen asked, "Mr . Lu, what's wrong with Mrs . Lu?"
She would feel even worse, how bad would that be? . . .
Just the thought of it made him shudder, making him blame himself more . .
They were right, it was indeed his mistake . He had loved her for so many years, and every single time they did it, it seemed like a dream . He never remembered to take contraceptive measures and she had also forgotten, causing the tragedy today . .
When they were still in school, boys from his dorm had also had an active sex life, but none of them had ended up killing a life . .
He remembered in one physical education lesson, a girl was not aware of her pregnancy and had participated in a marathon . In the last round, she started bleeding heavily . Afterwards, she realized that she had miscarried . . . .
That was back in high school, and the incident had severely damaged the reputation of their school . In the end, the girl was forced to leave . When she left with her belongings, her eyes were red and swollen, but the guy had found another girlfriend soon after . Every time the incident was brought up, the girl would be blamed for her indecency . .
There was another time in college, the guy that was living below his bunk bed, who had a relatively good background, had managed to get together with the most popular girl from the Chinese department . She had aborted three times because of him, but he had never cared, even showing off to the others when he got drunk . After he had graduated, he had dumped her, but by then, she wasnt able to get pregnant anymore . .
At that time, he didnt pay attention to any of those gossips, but today, after Qiao Anhao had a miscarriage and had to have an abortion, the memories seemed to come flooding into his mind . .
Back then, he didnt care, he just felt that the guys were jerks and the girls were pitiful . He had even sworn that if he managed to get together with Qiao Anhao, he would never let her endure such darkness, he would give her the best that he could . .
And yet he still allowed her to endure such a tragedy . .
If he hadnt touched her, if he had been able to control himself, if he had thought to take contraceptive measures . If he had thought about pregnancy nausea few days ago when he had touched her . if . .
Lu Jinnians hands clenched into fists, his throat tight and choked up . .
Such a tragedy could have been prevented in so many ways, but he hadnt taken any . .
He had let her down . .
He had failed to give her the perfect life that he had promised . .
Lu Jinnian stayed up the entire night, guarding beside Qiao Anhaos bed
As the doctor had mentioned, the anesthesia lasted a long time . She slept for a long time with no signs of waking . Halfway through, the doctor visited but left without saying much more than that she was in deep sleep
The next day at 7 am, Lu Jinnian called his assistant to drive him and Qiao Anhao back to Mian Xiu Garden . .
Madam Chen was already awake . When she saw the car, she ran out to greet them . Lu Jinnian carried Qiao Anhao, who was fast asleep, upstairs, into their room
With concern, Madam Chen asked, Mr . Lu, whats wrong with Mrs . Lu? .
Chapter end
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