Han Zhifan wanted to hear about Hanhan's past, and moreover, he wanted to hear about things he didn't know about her . . .
But he didn't want to put her in a difficult position . She wasn't willing to tell him, so he made do with her offer . "Okay . "
Cheng Weiwan wasn't in a hurry, so she tilted her head as though she was seriously reminiscing about something for a while . "After I left you, I didn't leave Beijing because I had already been here for many years at that point, so I knew it very well . I was afraid that if I suddenly moved to a new place, it might be difficult for me to deal with things if I came across any problems while pregnant . "
"You told me to abort the child . Although your secretary helped me keep this secret, I was still afraid that you'd find out, so I didn't dare go to the hospital . I spent a large sum of money to hire a private doctor . Even so, I felt uneasy every day and perhaps that affected Hanhan, because I started to show signs of bleeding at six months . "
"I almost lost Hanhan that time . "
"Actually, at the time, my mental state wasn't that great . I was really down and after I found out that my pregnancy wasn't stable, my first thought wasn't to work hard to protect the baby . Instead, I thought it would be pretty great to die with the baby . "
"Hanhan was stronger than I was . He fought on, so I fought on . "
"Hanhan was born in the middle of a snowy night in Beijing and the ground was very slippery . There were still two months until the expected delivery date when my water suddenly broke . The nanny I hired happened to be off that day, so I was alone . I was in so much pain that I couldn't even leave the apartment . In the end, Muqing came to see me and happened to see me like that . She sent me to the hospital . "
"I didn't take good care of the baby and my state of mind was always terrible . When we reached the hospital, Hanhan still wouldn't come out . The doctor was impatient and so was I . In the end, I bled a lot . "
Bled a lot . . . the sudden image of himself rushing to the hospital and seeing Lili lying in a pool of blood flashed across Han Zhifan's mind .
Those were the circumstances on the day Hanhan was born?
Han Zhifan didn't say anything, but he looked very pale .
"That was Hanhan and my second time almost leaving this world . " In comparison to the torment Han Zhifan felt in his heart, Cheng Weiwan felt nothing while she thought back to that frightening scene .
"Hanhan was born two months premature . When he was born, he was particularly small and he could've died at any time . "
"Hanhan stayed in the incubator for three whole months before he came back home with me . "
"I was alone during the three months that Hanhan stayed in the incubator . That was when I got depressed . "
"It was very serious . It was so serious that I didn't want to live . I walked up to the window more than once, wanting to jump down, and I stood still in the middle of the road more than once . "
"Fortunately, Muqing and Yinan Ge noticed something was wrong with me at the time, so they took turns taking care of me around the clock . "
Cheng Weiwan spoke very slowly . As she spoke, she stopped and thought to herself every now and then .
She spoke quietly in the same volume that she usually used to tell Cheng Han's fairy tales in the evening . However, it caused endless daggers to repeatedly stab his heart .
Han Zhifan was so hurt, but from beginning to end, he didn't tell Cheng Weiwan to stop .
Before he arrived and decided to listen to her tell all these stories, he already knew he was going to be really hurt . However, he never imagined he would be this hurt .
Chapter 1043 Afraid 4 Translator Paperplane Editor Caron Han Zhifan wanted to hear about Hanhan s past, and moreover, he wanted to hear about things he didn t know about her . . . But he didn t want to put her in a difficult position . She wasn t willing to tell him, so he made do with her offer . Okay . Cheng Weiwan wasn t in a hurry, so she tilted her head as though she was seriously reminiscing about something for a while . After I left you, I didn t leave Beijing because I had already been here for many years at that point, so I knew it very well . I was afraid that if I suddenly moved to a new place, it might be difficult for me to deal with things if I came across any problems while pregnant . You told me to abort the child . Although your secretary helped me keep this secret, I was still afraid that you d find out, so I didn t dare go to the hospital . I spent a large sum of money to hire a private doctor . Even so, I felt uneasy every day and perhaps that affected Hanhan, because I started to show signs of bleeding at six months . I almost lost Hanhan that time . Actually, at the time, my mental state wasn t that great . I was really down and after I found out that my pregnancy wasn t stable, my first thought wasn t to work hard to protect the baby . Instead, I thought it would be pretty great to die with the baby . Hanhan was stronger than I was . He fought on, so I fought on . Hanhan was born in the middle of a snowy night in Beijing and the ground was very slippery . There were still two months until the expected delivery date when my water suddenly broke . The nanny I hired happened to be off that day, so I was alone . I was in so much pain that I couldn t even leave the apartment . In the end, Muqing came to see me and happened to see me like that . She sent me to the hospital . I didn t take good care of the baby and my state of mind was always terrible . When we reached the hospital, Hanhan still wouldn t come out . The doctor was impatient and so was I . In the end, I bled a lot . Bled a lot . . . the sudden image of himself rushing to the hospital and seeing Lili lying in a pool of blood flashed across Han Zhifan s mind . Those were the circumstances on the day Hanhan was born Han Zhifan didn t say anything, but he looked very pale . That was Hanhan and my second time almost leaving this world . In comparison to the torment Han Zhifan felt in his heart, Cheng Weiwan felt nothing while she thought back to that frightening scene . Hanhan was born two months premature . When he was born, he was particularly small and he could ve died at any time . Hanhan stayed in the incubator for three whole months before he came back home with me . I was alone during the three months that Hanhan stayed in the incubator . That was when I got depressed . It was very serious . It was so serious that I didn t want to live . I walked up to the window more than once, wanting to jump down, and I stood still in the middle of the road more than once . Fortunately, Muqing and Yinan Ge noticed something was wrong with me at the time, so they took turns taking care of me around the clock . Cheng Weiwan spoke very slowly . As she spoke, she stopped and thought to herself every now and then . She spoke quietly in the same volume that she usually used to tell Cheng Han s fairy tales in the evening . However, it caused endless daggers to repeatedly stab his heart . Han Zhifan was so hurt, but from beginning to end, he didn t tell Cheng Weiwan to stop . Before he arrived and decided to listen to her tell all these stories, he already knew he was going to be really hurt . However, he never imagined he would be this hurt .
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