Cheng Weiwan knew Han Zhifan's words were all lies .
But his words still rattled her heart .
In the past, he used to speak to her like this, but in the end, it was all a lie .
She had been lied to once . She couldn't be foolishly lied to a second time .
So, no matter whether he was telling the truth or not, she couldn't be influenced by what he said .
She needed to free herself . . .
With that thought, Cheng Weiwan didn't wait for Han Zhifan to finish saying "You" and said, " . . . Did you know? After you left, it wasn't like I didn't meet other people, and it wasn't like other people didn't express any feelings towards me - I just didn't respond to them . I rejected them all . . . "
"It wasn't like no one tried to persuade me; it wasn't like no one told me to find someone for Hanhan's sake; it wasn't like nobody told me I deserved better! But I still insisted on rejecting them . "
" . . . Do you know why?"
Han Zhifan didn't say anything but Cheng Weiwan knew he was listening to her words . After a short moment of silence, she said, " . . . I admit I truly loved you when we were together . After we broke up, I still really liked you, but I rejected other people not because I liked you, but because I didn't dare fall for another person ever again . "
"I knew deep down that no matter if it was Lin Muqing or Lin Yinan, they all thought I still had hope for you and didn't want to give up . I told them that wasn't it, but they didn't believe me . Not too long ago, Yinan Ge talked to me about it and asked if I still had any hopes of being with you . "
"Do you know what I said to Yinan Ge?"
"I said you need two things to forget someone: time and a new love . "
"Some people might use a new love to forget, but I chose to only use time . "
"I'm not persistent in waiting for you to love me . I'm just waiting for myself to stop loving you . "
"I didn't lie to Yinan Ge - everything I said was the truth . Since you brought a woman back home and since I watched you both having sex, standing outside . . . "
Han Zhifan, who had been listening to Cheng Weiwan all along, suddenly interrupted at that point . "Wanwan, she and I didn't do anything that day . I was just putting on a show for you to watch . . . "
"None of that is important . . . What's important is that from that night onwards, from the next morning when I sent keys to your apartment when I got home, and from when I put pen to paper and wrote that line 'I heard you're with someone new . From here on out, I'm the hero who will fight the battles and bleed everywhere . . . ' I started waiting for myself to stop loving you . "
"I waited a really, really long time . I've waited till now . . . "
"I don't know if I'm living well or not, but in comparison to when you first abandoned me, I'm a lot better . So if what you're saying is true, I'll tell you the truth too . I don't want to relive that train wreck of a relationship . I won't be with you, but it's not just you, it's everyone . . . I won't be with anyone . . . "
"To you, maybe you think you really need a chance . Just one . "
"But to me, it's not that I don't want to give you a chance, I just can't give you one . . . "
Chapter 1040 Afraid 1 Translator Paperplane Editor Caron Cheng Weiwan knew Han Zhifan s words were all lies . But his words still rattled her heart . In the past, he used to speak to her like this, but in the end, it was all a lie . She had been lied to once . She couldn t be foolishly lied to a second time . So, no matter whether he was telling the truth or not, she couldn t be influenced by what he said . She needed to free herself . . . With that thought, Cheng Weiwan didn t wait for Han Zhifan to finish saying You and said, . . . Did you know After you left, it wasn t like I didn t meet other people, and it wasn t like other people didn t express any feelings towards me I just didn t respond to them . I rejected them all . . . It wasn t like no one tried to persuade me it wasn t like no one told me to find someone for Hanhan s sake it wasn t like nobody told me I deserved better But I still insisted on rejecting them . . . . Do you know why Han Zhifan didn t say anything but Cheng Weiwan knew he was listening to her words . After a short moment of silence, she said, . . . I admit I truly loved you when we were together . After we broke up, I still really liked you, but I rejected other people not because I liked you, but because I didn t dare fall for another person ever again . I knew deep down that no matter if it was Lin Muqing or Lin Yinan, they all thought I still had hope for you and didn t want to give up . I told them that wasn t it, but they didn t believe me . Not too long ago, Yinan Ge talked to me about it and asked if I still had any hopes of being with you . Do you know what I said to Yinan Ge I said you need two things to forget someone time and a new love . Some people might use a new love to forget, but I chose to only use time . I m not persistent in waiting for you to love me . I m just waiting for myself to stop loving you . I didn t lie to Yinan Ge everything I said was the truth . Since you brought a woman back home and since I watched you both having sex, standing outside . . . Han Zhifan, who had been listening to Cheng Weiwan all along, suddenly interrupted at that point . Wanwan, she and I didn t do anything that day . I was just putting on a show for you to watch . . . None of that is important . . . What s important is that from that night onwards, from the next morning when I sent keys to your apartment when I got home, and from when I put pen to paper and wrote that line I heard you re with someone new . From here on out, I m the hero who will fight the battles and bleed everywhere . . . I started waiting for myself to stop loving you . I waited a really, really long time . I ve waited till now . . . I don t know if I m living well or not, but in comparison to when you first abandoned me, I m a lot better . So if what you re saying is true, I ll tell you the truth too . I don t want to relive that train wreck of a relationship . I won t be with you, but it s not just you, it s everyone . . . I won t be with anyone . . . To you, maybe you think you really need a chance . Just one . But to me, it s not that I don t want to give you a chance, I just can t give you one . . .
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